I have so many emotions bottled up inside, and I know that at some point they’re gonna have to come out.

And it’s going to change everything.

Man, I’ve really been neglecting this blog. :|

I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore.
I really fucked up.

I told myself not to. I tried to hold back. But you got the best of me. I knew it was completely wrong. But I didn’t want to think about that. It’s just..I like you a lot..but you’re not mine to take. I feel like the biggest skank. I should have stopped you. But I didn’t. And now it’s too late. We both messed up. And I’m sorry.

So today wasn’t as bad as yesterday. I’ve finally stopped caring. Not sure if that’s a good thing but..it makes everything much easier.

Eh..whatever. I ain’t even mad. You wanted to see my emotions? Look all you want. But they’re probably not the emotions you wanted to see at all.

Well..

I’m almost certain people I know in real life are creeping all up on both my tumblrs and I honestly don’t care. Apparently they have nothing better to do with their lives. Tumblr is supposed to be the place where I can rant on and on about anything I fucking want. I say what I want on here. So either get the fuck out or read about my life and thoughts all you want. Either way, you’re pathetic. Being intrusive is not attractive.