I can’t help feel sadness in knowing that this wasn’t meant to last. I don’t want to get used to having you by my side. I keep trying to hold back in this so it doesn’t hurt as much when I leave. I’m moving away in a couple months and it scares me that I’ve already memorized your face and recognize your scent on my clothes after you’ve hugged me long and tight. I’m going to miss this. Whenever we’re together and I grow silent with a far away look in my eyes, it’s because I’m reminding myself that this is only temporary. I keep repeating in my mind: don’t fall in love, don’t fall in love. But my heart has a mind of it’s own. & when you ask, “What’s wrong?” I’ll say, “Nothing.” Just because it makes things much easier. Easy and simple is good. We don’t need complications yet. For now, let’s just enjoy the ride.