September 2011
2 posts
I'm not even upset, hurt, or angry anymore. I'm...
1 tag
July 2011
9 posts
1 tag
I have so many emotions bottled up inside, and I...
And it’s going to change everything.
2 tags
Man, I’ve really been neglecting this blog. :|
June 2011
4 posts
1 tag
I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.
May 2011
6 posts
3 tags
I really fucked up.
I told myself not to. I tried to hold back. But you got the best of me. I knew it was completely wrong. But I didn’t want to think about that. It’s just..I like you a lot..but you’re not mine to take. I feel like the biggest skank. I should have stopped you. But I didn’t. And now it’s too late. We both messed up. And I’m sorry.
I feel empty.
April 2011
8 posts
1 tag
So today wasn’t as bad as yesterday. I’ve finally stopped caring. Not sure if that’s a good thing but..it makes everything much easier.
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Eh..whatever. I ain’t even mad. You wanted to see my emotions? Look all you want. But they’re probably not the emotions you wanted to see at all.
I don’t let my walls down for just anyone.
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Well..
I’m almost certain people I know in real life are creeping all up on both my tumblrs and I honestly don’t care. Apparently they have nothing better to do with their lives. Tumblr is supposed to be the place where I can rant on and on about anything I fucking want. I say what I want on here. So either get the fuck out or read about my life and thoughts all you want. Either way,...
I think it's about time I stopped missing...
I really don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t want to be over there either. I don’t want to be anywhere. I just don’t want to be.
March 2011
15 posts
I have so much to say, I just don’t know how to say it without saying something wrong.
webleedlikewatercolors:
I don’t even know where we stand anymore.
I won’t fight for you to stay. If you want to leave me, go ahead. Just like everyone ele does.
I honestly feel like I mean absolutely nothing to anyone.
I'm sorry I can't be everything you were expecting...
Sometimes, I wonder if my friends even like me.
You can't hold onto something that's just not...
My friends say they care but when I tell them...
I used to feel comfortable talking to you, now I...
I am so bad at expressing my true feelings.
Maybe it’s because I don’t want to. I’m scared to be considered weak or vulnerable, when I actually am. Everyone says I’m one of the happiest people they know. But what they don’t know is that just last night, I was crying myself to sleep with nothing but my thoughts. I’m an emotional wreck behind this mask of smiles and laughter. They can only see the part of...
I always end up pushing you away
I can’t help feel sadness in knowing that this wasn’t meant to last. I don’t want to get used to having you by my side. I keep trying to hold back in this so it doesn’t hurt as much when I leave. I’m moving away in a couple months and it scares me that I’ve already memorized your face and recognize your scent on my clothes after you’ve hugged me long and...